4 Him

Recently I've been listening to their songs. Eventhought this album is not their latest album but I was able to purchase them and now I am just drawn to some of their songs. I guess these songs just spoke to me at this point of time as some songs spoke to me in the past..

I can't seem to elaborate much.

These are some of my fav. songs in this album.

The basics of life
For future generations
A strange way to save the world
Great Awakening
The voice of God

MooooWeeee!!

Ahh yess...about my ice skating plan that I mentioned in the previous post.

Well, after my trials, I did not get to ice skate (unfortunately). My dearest said that it would probably be a better decision if we were to go ice skating after our A levels as we will not be bogg down with the thoughts of having to finish our studies and the thought of exam is round the corner. I thought and I thought...and yeah, he is right, ice skating can wait. So my venting on going ice skating after trials was just a venting of thought after all.

However, we did went for movies! hehe..actually one movie only since after trials. We watched...

How to train your dragon.. Not in 3D..heh..

Since I read 2 movie review and both of the review said that it was worth watching and I thought why not since I needed a movie which offers a good laugh. But at the end of the movie, I thought it was ok nia. It was funny but it was a forgetable movie unlike Iron man which I can watch over and over again and still laugh at the same scene ( which seldom happen).

My advice before watching this movie, DO NOT watch the trailer! I repeat! DONOT watch the trailer or it'll just spoil the movie like how it did for me. And well, just buy a DVD and watch it at home. Not worth the money to watch in the cinema. Save the money for Iron Man 2 =D

Midnight ~

Headache!!!

Seriously, I'm having a headache now. Actually since just now before I went for youth. Anyway took a panadol, hope it'll go away soon coz' I've got so much to do.

And my laptop touch pad is PMS-ing on me again!

Honestly I was kinda heated up just before going for youth.

I do realise that my internal exams results have been not up to the standard, and I do realise that I've got one more month only before my external exam starts, and I do also realise that I've got alot to cover to be well prepared for my exams. But that doesn't mean that my daily activities are just study, eat and sleep!

.....These were what he said...

" I just don't understand why did you choose to go to an event when your exam is so near"

" You should know whether you should go to youth or stay back to study"

" why do you want to come back home? Can you study better at home or in hostel?"

"Life is not just about studies alone!"...

" and you are right! Life is not just about studies alone but knowing that time is not at your side, you should know what your priorities are! Some things are to be sacrificed"

" You must have a reason with everything that you decide to do"

Yes I do agree that some things we do, we must have a reason but some things we just do out of spontaneousity or we just want to do it.

Or in other words, just accept it that I'm unable to think as deeply as you do of why I do some things. My mind is just not develop that way/ capability of mature thinking is not as much as yours.

Haih.......

What did we learnt in youth today?

Is there anything that is impossible to forgive?

To me, as far as I can say there is nothing in this world that is impossible to be forgiven for. For time will heal all wounds. I did experience and wrap myself in hatred and grudge against someone and I thought that I will not be able to forgive that person for hurting me and caused me so much pain within but like I said, time and prayers heal all wounds. I learnt to let go and forgive and of course, move on.

I realise that holding on to that grudges and hatred will only eat me up from within and make me a bitter person. Thus letting go is best solution to free youself from the bitterness. And I must say, it is not as easy as it sound.


Happy forgiving =D


p.s : what was written above above was just my venting of my thoughts and emotions =)

Aloha~

Aww man! One week has passed and my scheduled post was not even posted!..ish...wonder where went wrong...hmmm..

I've got so many updates that i want to post up but I just ain't got the time. The whole of last week was study study study for me. Even yesterday which was a Friday, I spent the whole night till morning studying....

Haih...What to do, my trial results suck till the max.But I'm not giving up at all! Now I'm putting my full effort to finish studying all my topics for each and every subject that I'm taking. Hoping to finish everything before end of this month so that I can focus entirely on my past years and answering questions.

Let me just give you a brief idea on how much I've got to study.

Biology - 10 big chapters and I've only covered 5 so far.
Chemistry - 25 ( big and small chapters) and I've only covered 8 chapters.
Physics - 20 chapters and I've covered 17 chapters ( Thank Goodness!)
Mathematics - Applied Maths covered all
Pure Maths all except Differentiation & Integration topic (which is a big topic!)

I've didn't even break it down for you yet. I'll spare you guys on the details unless you really want to know what I've got to study.

I'm sure some would ask ' Why put in your full effort now when you've got one whole year of last year to put in your full effort' Well for that question, all I can say is that every student will have their downfall..I did not put in enough efford..thats why.....

Ahh well, this is what you get when you sign up for A levels. So peeps, think carefully before going into any course.


Cheerios

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Me no Stable...

Hi people!

I actually finished my trials on the 31st of March and I really did want to update asap, infact I wanted to update on Friday at least but on Friday, Bloggers gave me a hard time. I couldn't sign in! They said I had an error and for which a computer noob like me would not know what to do, so I just shut down my computer and hope that it'll work the next day and what do ya know, It worked!

So how was trials? It was face smacking, head bangingly TOUGH. Honestly I do not know what to say to people whenever they ask me about my studies. "Ok.. I'm tryinng my best to do well..pushing hard..." Always giving the same answer. And how much can people say? " Ah, don't worry, you'll do fine. ' I'm sure it'll be alright.''

Everyone need encouragements and even more at certain point of time. I certainly am one of those who needs encouragement and not being pushed or given the reverse phsycology game.

I know I have to study harder and smarter. I know time is not on my side knowing that my finals is in 5 weeks time. I know I have to put in 10 hours of studies if i have to. I know I need to be aggresive and take all the opportunity that i have. I know I must start taking initiatives. I know.......

What is the point of gaining everything in the world and loosing my own soul?

What is the point of focusing all your years in climbing the corporate world to become a CEO and end up looking back and realise that you did not do anything at all.

What is the point of pursueing your career and neglect your family. when you finally realise it, its too late.

Whats the point of studying so hard??? just to get that qualification to be able to get the scholarship? to be able to go to desired, top Universities?

I do not want to lose myself! Lose the one I love!

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Sometimes I just keep quiet is not because I got nothing to say. Some things I do not say because you are you.

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Tommorow is EASTER.

John 3 :16 - For God so love the world that He gave His only beloved son that whomsoever believe in Him will not perish and have eternal life.

I hate myself for forgetting Easter. I hate myself for being so absorbed into my studies and all I know is to study. I hate myself for neglecting Him...

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I do know that not everybody has the gift to encourage as the same to not everybody have that gift to console someone. I know I don't..

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Global Climate Meltdown!!!

Its SO FREAKING hot Hot HOTTT! back here in Kota Kemuning!!!

Those who do know me well,
I feel cold, chilled easily
and I mean Easily/ UBER sensitive cold receptors

Back in TARC hostel,
It rains(pouring rain) almost every single day there
In the late morning- afternoon, it does get super hot
BUT in the evening - night - next morning,
the temperature DO drop like crazy
I have to wear my sweater even without the fan on
and even my room floor gets cold!
I'm seriously not exaggerating

Anyway,
Since my source says it rains almost everyday back here in KK,
I thought the temperature would also drop at night

but NOO~
There is still the HOT and STUFFY feeling in the air
LUCKILY I have the luxury of air-con
If not, I think I would soak myself in the swimming pool to sleep...


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Who is to blame for this crazy temperature?
I don't remember Malaysia being this hot 5 years ago
Part of the migration of Malaysians to other countries is due to our country's overall temperature rise beside the 'other' factors

I do realise that
switching on the air- con everyday definately does not help reduce global warming
and Printing lots of photocopied notes/books! do not help save the trees

We ourselves cause this global warming
but we only know how to point fingers and blame
blame the authorities for not taking actions
blame for not educating public
blame ____ for burning rubbish in the open
blame ____ for ______________
Most of us know how to fill in the blanks

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I know this seems like its half hanging
I guess I'm just letting the heat affect me
...heh....

Food for thought then =)

Picka boo!

What is wrong with some people nowadays? Can't they read that female dormitories are strictly for females only???

I'm fine with you wanting to bring over your male counterpart/companion/partner/boyfriend for a visit to your room. I'm not too ok with your male 'friend' staying overnight in your room, anyway its not my room so its non of my business. BUT it gets not ok at all when your male 'friend' starts using the FEMALE common toilet ( where all females on that floor shares the same toilet to bathe and do whatever that female does) to do your Male business. And what was worse is that the female friend actually washes the male friend clothes and hangs it out in the open just outside her door.

So if you still don't get what i'm talking about, its actually my dorm next door neighbour. You see, since beginning of the year, her boyfriend has been going over to her room and since then he's been making himself at home, sleeping over her place often, using the female toilet to do his business and his girlfriend even washes his clothes! Yes! it is true! Once i was washing my laundry and coincidently she was beside me washing her his clothes! I was surprise to see that she was so open in washing his clothes in the toilet when I and other females dorm mates were around. She even hung his clothes outside her room even with his underwear! I was literally like 'WTH?!?!'

The toilet part to me was really tooo much of him. At first I did not believe my floormate who told me she often sees him in the female toilet and there was once when she was bathing, he came in to do his business in the other cubicle. How did she know it was a 'he'? She said he cleared his troat, the clearing voice sounded very deep and male-ish. Anyway quite recently, I just came back from college and so very unfortunate, I saw him coming out of her room, he made eye contact with me (aka saw me) and nonchalantly he just turn and went into the toilet! I was dumb struck, ticked off, disgusted!

Come on! If you want to go to your girlfriend's room, please do it discretely ( Yes, he walks up the stairs to her room on the 3rd floor as if he was going back to his own room). If you want to use the female common toilet, make sure there is no other girls around before using it. For goodness sake, non of use want to see a guy using the toilet that we ( girls) use to bathe!

Common sensely think, what do you think others would think about you or look at you when they know that your boyfriend is practically living with you? Honestly the sight of him( my neighbours boyfriend) just disgust me. I have no respect of her at all. Where is your dignity?

Oh by the way, even her ( my neighbour) roommate brings her boyfriend to her room too very openly.

I guess I'm just enlightening you people about some things that are happening around hostel especially my floor.

Anyway, my trials starts today at 8.30am ( heh ..i know i know i should be sleeping now) but i'm just to darn excited! xD..so I won't be updating often.

Wish me luck!

Toodles!

Lotsalove!

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