Randomz

Hi people, sad to say but i won't be blogging very frequently anytime soon...its not like i blog frequently also.........anyway yeah trials coming soon, well actually it started. I sat my first paper on the first day which was my Chinese paper. Anyway the main paper will start on Monday.

Why do i push myself to study at times? and end up skipping certain things which used to be very important to me....well i want to try my best to excel in my studies, i mean who doesn't. And before you get the wrong idea, no i'm not ignoring God or putting Him aside because of my exam k..please.... So why i want to excel? well, to try to get a scholarship so that my parents wont' be burdened so much when i want to further my studies like next year. O.o

Anyways, these few days i enjoy playing my piano. I don't mean that i don't enjoy playing but usually i seldom play but these few days i look forward to playing the piano. Maybe i just find it destressing playing the piano, or the beautiful notes and tunes of the piano calms me or when i play i just feel so free and relaxed. Something that i never actually felt before.

Its so cold, its been raining like non stop. Its so cold that i don't have to on the fan and my hair stands from the coldness in the air. Maybe its just me coz' my cold receptors super sensitive. My hands and feets get cold easily or should i say they are always colder than others. Don't know why but yeah. I'm used to hearing people say ''why you so cold wan?'' and I'll reply ''don't know, I'm just cold blooded''..... No la, actually not many people noticed how cold my hands and feet are usually. Anyway, why should they notice.haha..

I'm just doing some random talking. Brain freezing here, I think i'd go get a hot chocolate drink..Mmm...then maybe i'll study for awhile or read.

Stay healthy people! God bless

__xoxoxo__

New Member in the Family!!!

As you can read from the title, yes, our family has extended. No, not extended as in my mom got pregnant. Extended as in we got new pets!!!

Anyway, let me just introduce to you all my darlings ;)

First up is Husky. I got him quite a few years back, can't remember how long he's been with my but definately more than 3 years. He's a rhodesien ridgeback mix. The original ridgeback is much bigger size than this current fella here. Ridgeback originate from Afrika ( if i'm not mistaken) as they're used in lion hunting.

* My faithful ol' guard dog *

* He has a beautiful ridgeback *

* Enjoying the wind *

* Awww....*

Then, i got my second dog. He was given to me by my aunt from Melaka. After she bought Chester, she only realise that she didn't like long hair dog. So she give it to me. I did not realise until i brought Chester back home to KL that he had skin problem, infected with hair lice, and there was once that his hind leg was infested with maggots. Yes, disgusting sight. How the maggots got there, long story. To cut it short, Chester skin/long hair condition is very sensitive to long exposure of damp/wet. So, i have to keep him as dry as possible. About every 1 month or so, Chester and I will have some grooming time. Anyway, about his skin condition, it was after alot of treatment and lots of love and care that Chester became healthy again.

* Tada! One handsome fella :D*

Third is my fish tank. Actually thanks to a good friend, i got back my passion to re- do my fish tank. Why did i give up on my fish tank in the first place? Well, i got quite fed up that all the fishes i keep buying keep die-ing. But now, my fish tank looks....nice?..xD...all i can say is that i love my fishes.

* At first it looked like this *

* Then, i did some redecorating *

Our forth animal, two cute rats!!!..heheh...okla, they are hamsters. They were also given by a friend, Mr. Warwick..hehe...they're both males ( if i'm not mistaken) so no babies. I had a good experience of having 20 plus hamsters at once so now, 2 hamsters is just nice. Nice to see, not nice to hold, they bite >.<

* I named this Pebbles *

* My sis named this Fluffy *

Fifth, our new member in the family. 2 birds. I don't know what is its exact name so i'll just show you the pic. Its my sister's by the way. The white one is male and the green is a female.

* Winter and Spring *

Wait! I'm not done yet. There are still a long list of animals that is waiting for me to include to my ''collection'' ...hehehe.

At the top of my list is a albino python.

* Isn't it a beauty *

* Close up on it's head *

* My new ( soon to be ) pet *

Second on my waiting list is a sugar glider. Its super cute!!!

* Awww...look at it...*

Third on my waiting list is a tarantula, but i didn't get to hold this though. So i took its pic through its transparent cage.

* Cool leh..hehe *

Note : All the picture above are taken using my trusty phone, Sony Ericsson K610i. I really did hold the python and the sugar glider :D

I'm Back!

Finally!!! I can blog about today!!!

Our whole class was out of school again today. Coz' we went to Taylor College to cheer for our debating team who made it to the finals. I really want to blog about it but i think i'll wait till i get hold of the video of the debate. Stay tune!!!...hehe

* Our dear debaters : Esther, Albert, Shaun, Suhaib *

Oh!! and today on the way home, at the junction, i manage to capture the one and only pic from a car accident. Well, this accident is some sort similar to the one Lionel posted about how a car can get into a drain? This time, i manage to take a pic. hehe...so maybe you'll have a slight understanding on why he posted his entry as ''Cluedo???"

* Its quite blurr as i took in inside the car and it was moving plus raining as you can see *

On Monday, 4th August, our class was 'choosen' to go for a motivational talk out of school. Guess where we went.......

* Familiar???*

* Ahh...but no, we did not go to Summit, we went to the building next to Summit *

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* Yes! SEGi College ( and no, i'm not promoting for SEGi college) *

* Look at the (not so ) big and cool entrance *

So we went in and was led to the place where they held their talk, it was at the 6th floor. I'm not going to bore you with the content of the talk. Anyway after the talk, we went down to the cafeteria for a short introduction from the American Degree Program( ADP) students before we had our 'light' refreshment which was actually very fulling. We had nasi lemak with choices of curry chicken, sotong sambal, fried egg, sausage, bihun goreng, koay teow goreng, veg, muttons ( you can stop drooling now) as our side dishes. So, after our 'light' refreshment, we went for a little tour around the 'campus' which was only one building space. It was 12 storey high, we planned to start from the top floor and slowly come visiting down to the ground floor. We did start from the highest floor but we couldn't visit every single floor as time does not permit. So we went visiting the library, the labratories and some other floors. After that, we gather back at ground floor and start doing what we do best.....................taking PICS!!!...xD

* Girls scattered everywhere*

* Guys do what they do best, Stoning *

* Soon, they begin to act weird ( as usual..xD )*

* Ok, fine, the girls to acted weird *

* Gosh, i look like a small kid...hahaha...yes my 'new' hair style' *

* Girls group pic!!!*

* Guys group pic!!!*

There you have it, my Monday, spent in SEGi College........

Hey people!

Super sorry for going missing for quite awhile. And i want to thank those who actually came and check my blog for updates..thank you very muchie for your support...xD...hehehe

Anyway what have i been up to lately? Back in July, I've been quite busy with my interact stuff especially the International Understanding Day. Honestly i was quite stressed out and being quite emo most of the time as there was so many things that had to be done and yet not done ( i'm sure you get what i meant). There was so many last minute thing ( as usual right?) and i as a board member had to learn a dance as a presentation. Anyway I.U Day was on the 26th of July. Typical, the night before JJ and I went down to Subang to a friend house in 17 to finish up every last minute thing that we could possibly think of. JJ had a ''curfew'' that he must be home by 10.30 and we left kk at 8.40. And guess what, the others who were suppose to help was on their way too but to AC( Asia Cafe) to eat dinner......Since i too have not had my dinner that time, i didn't want to feel awkward and dumb doing the stuff alone while they're having fun in AC..so we joined them. We left AC about 9.30 plus and start our last minute thing. Anyway, we stayed there doing the last touch up until almost midnight ( yes my mom knows).

Some info on I.U.Day.

Theme : Viva La Italiano

Venue : Summit Auditorium

Below are some pics of after I.U Day. ( I didnt' manage to take any picture before the event as i was quite busy running up and down....)

* Ed- Vinn and me ( dance partner..xD)*

* phaik wei, phaik teng( yes twins), amanda, me, yin shi*

* JJ, PT, Amanda, Lai, Wen Jie, Chen Nam *



* They look so gloomy under that light*

*Guess which is our Interact president and which is our MC of the day.....Left Evan( president), right MC (forgot what's his name)*

* Goofing around*

And there you have it, our crazy bunch of people...xD...if i manage to get hold of the video of my dance, then i might post it up..hehe..

Confuse

'Scattered words and empty thoughts seem to pour out from my heart, I've never felt so torn before, it seems that I don't even know where to start.' - I still believe - Jeremy Camp

I read this in sunshinejo's blog, and i took it as that is some sort of how i am. But my version is :

' Chatters and laughters are coming out of my mouth, yet it seems random....I've never felt so confuse before. Confuse about what, you ask...well, that i too am trying to find out. I asked myself over and over why am i behaving like this but my mind seems to go blank. I don't know where to start'

I never know where to start or how to express myself, maybe that is why i did not update my blog, maybe that is why i avoid talking to some people, to avoid expressing or should i say being asked what i don't even know. Like my title in my previous entry " Avoiding", I've been avoiding alot of things. I've been avoiding spending time with God, its not that i don't want to, I still do pray..... but sometimes I don't know how to talk to Him, I don't even know what i'm going through, and this is where my bad habits comes in, I'll bury myself with work, with school stuff, tire myself out, stress myself out over certain things and get worried over things just to get myself occupied. Or when i have the time, i'll just sleep so i don't have to think of anything, Or i'll hang out with friends.......i just don't know why am i feeling, behaving like this???

Avoiding

Hey people,

I guess I've been MIA (missing in action) again. Or maybe not again for some of you. Bad habit stirring up as I've been avoiding certain things because I don't want to face certain things. Yeah I do that often, avoid...avoid.....avoid........................

Anyway, back to my life. My life doesn't really sux. I feel blessed in alot of ways yet i feel i don't deserve it. Its my own attitude that made it miserable. Typical me and my attitude. I'm not a goody good girl. Deep down in there, there's a monster..hahaha...I'm sure alot of you agree with that..haha......okla, confession time...i love to party and i mean Par-ty!...I know its not adviceble..wait, its a no no actually but......yea i know, i'm in danger, ahh bad bad bad girl.........ok, i don't know what to say...haha...

Non sense update for now...haha..but will try to update something more cheerful? happening?

Ciaozz