Thursday, October 22, 2009

Lalalalalala~~~

Hey there,

Really sorry for the emo/weird post. I know it was quite random..hehe..well thats just me i guess. Anyway, took my second AS paper on Monday which was General Paper. It was fun , i must say. Basically coz' i could finish 2 long essays in 2 hours time and wrote it with enjoyment.hah! Another random blab.....i know.....

Just the other day, was walking with a friend of mine and he suddenly brought up a topic about mini skirts. He was saying he saw a girl wearing a super mini mini skirt that revealed like 3/4 of her thighs and i curtly replied saying " she was assless rite?" He was like "yea yea, she was quite thin". Well, too my own surprise i replied " well yeah, most who wears mini skirts are quite flat, i'm not saying all who wears mini skirts are thin and shapeless but its just because they do not have bumbs thats why they are able to wear super short ones." And to prove him right, for the rest of the few days, whenever we saw girls with mini skirts, we start criticising.....heh...it was kinda fun, i must say =D and yeah, most of the ones who wore mini skirts were thin.... I guess this is what you do when you're in the biggest college in Malaysia, look and criticise =D..heh..

Anyway, just another short entry of randomness.


Signing out from TARC CITC

*mUahKs *
;D

Thursday, October 15, 2009

everything alright?

Sometimes i wonder...what is behind that smile...

Whenever i visit a friend's blog and there seem to be melancholy entries, i do somehow feel the silent cry's that they scream out. and whenever the melancholy entries seem to linger on in few many more entries, i feel for them but i do not know what to do nor how to console. Many times its the heart that longs to reach out but the mind that stops me from doing it. What will i say? How will I approach? What will he/she thinks if i suddenly ask? Even with my close friend, i find it hard to ask. Whenever I do meet them, and the smiles that they don upon their face, i tend to wonder are you really smiling or isit just a mask you're force to put up.

A friend once told me, its ok to say you are not ok ; its ok to cry ; its ok to feel hurt ; people notice when you're sad, your mouth may smile but your eyes do not.

I admire people who can still put up a smile when they are faced with many problems. Its either they smile their hurts off or they're just forced to smile.

I just recieved a shocking news about a friend. As shocking as it may seem to me, the people around me and i'm sure even shocking to this friend herself, she still manage to pull up a smile and cheery voice to greet me. My heart longs to know how you are exactly, how you feel, scared?confused? but me myself just couldn't cook up the courage to ask. Disappointed at myself. Consoling was never a strength of mine. All i can hope and do now is to pray that all will be well for you. My best wishes and a hug to you, all of you who are in pain and hurting. With love sincerely.


AS

15 October 2009

Friends move on, life goes on, new love comes by, new problems arise, old hurts never seem to die.

Hello blog,

Gosh, couldn't believe my last entry was during my last day of mid term exam and today is my 1st day of my AS A Lvl exam...

Many a times i've been wanting to update but words just don't seem to flow. Its usually an unfinished entry or a blank page.

Feeling slightly melancholy today. Maybe its because of the exam paper or maybe its the music that i'm listening to. I call those the emo songs, as much as they calms me down, listen to those music too much will ignite the melancholy feeling.

Today will be a short entry. My wishes to all who are going to take any major or minor exam. All the best.

Cheerios =)