Whenever i visit a friend's blog and there seem to be melancholy entries, i do somehow feel the silent cry's that they scream out. and whenever the melancholy entries seem to linger on in few many more entries, i feel for them but i do not know what to do nor how to console. Many times its the heart that longs to reach out but the mind that stops me from doing it. What will i say? How will I approach? What will he/she thinks if i suddenly ask? Even with my close friend, i find it hard to ask. Whenever I do meet them, and the smiles that they don upon their face, i tend to wonder are you really smiling or isit just a mask you're force to put up.
A friend once told me, its ok to say you are not ok ; its ok to cry ; its ok to feel hurt ; people notice when you're sad, your mouth may smile but your eyes do not.
I admire people who can still put up a smile when they are faced with many problems. Its either they smile their hurts off or they're just forced to smile.
I just recieved a shocking news about a friend. As shocking as it may seem to me, the people around me and i'm sure even shocking to this friend herself, she still manage to pull up a smile and cheery voice to greet me. My heart longs to know how you are exactly, how you feel, scared?confused? but me myself just couldn't cook up the courage to ask. Disappointed at myself. Consoling was never a strength of mine. All i can hope and do now is to pray that all will be well for you. My best wishes and a hug to you, all of you who are in pain and hurting. With love sincerely.
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