Nostalgy

My sister came into my room holding a very familiar magazine... she asked whether I'd want to read the latest school year book(2009). I wasn't too trilled or excited about looking through it but I just told her "ok, just leave it on my bed." and she was gone leaving magazine behind.

I know my pictures will not be in the magazine.. I know I have no memories being in SMK SS17 which is why i was disinterested in flipping through the pages of magazine which I know i have no part in it in year 2009. However, I was curious to see who was the head prefect(2009) and who was the editor(2009) for the magazine and partly I kinda wanted to ''take a break'' from doing my revision...heh..

It started with flipping through the pages, looking at the pictures only....
every passing pictures are people whom deem strangers to me or even if I did seen them before, they weren't people who I had memories with..

What caught my attention was when I was flipping through the class album section... I remembered that there were quite a number of friends who i knew who was studying form6 in my former school, so I took out my magnifying glass( not literally) and tried spotting people that I once knew.

Surprise Surprise (or maybe not so) I found those people whom some I knew back in primary school. Some did change, many still look the same. Wonder how they are doing now... Continue on my flipping of pages, I spotted my little sister in the form1 section. I must say, she looks adorable there..haha..

When I reached the senior page section, I felt so nostalgic, remembering back during my time (gosh I feel so old now) we'll bring our camera's to camwhore and our super tall class monitor will bring his Nikon DSL to shot and capture all the candid moments and memories..as I feel myself being absorbed back into my secondary school year once again, I looked through the magazine from the front page again and this time, really capturing what I am looking through..

I realised that this current year book is the 13th year book that was published. There and then i remembered back in form4, I was one of the producing committee for this year book. What a year it was..rushing deadlines(as usual) and post-poning deadlines(very common). As i flip the pages( this time i did it slowly), I reach the high achiever for spm where they did their interviewing of some of the top scorers (which I was not in it...>.<). The pictures that was posted looked very familiar indeed..they were my former classmates! Remembering back the laughter we shared, the silly things we( more of they) did in class..

those times where our class was usually picked to go for outings;

the times when I was the assistant secretary for Interact Club..organising the I.U Day outside of school;

going out for taekwondo tournaments which gave me a different experience of taekwondo,staying back in school for intensive training (plus get to skip class);

went for chess tournaments too and getting to meet really pro players..plus getting free ride home from my chess club teacher advisor after tournaments =D

being a sales person selling stuff over the counter as a koperasi member, selling my '0h-so-yummy' buchetta's during Hari Koperasi..I remembered having to bring my mini toaster all the way from home and rushing to carefour to buy more ingredients coz' everybody loves it till they wanted more;

Disected a frog!!!

and many more times when we stayed back for ko-ku, we would walk together to ss15 to eat lunch.. add in some cc(cyber cafe) and a game of pool..what an adventure it was!

Oh! Did I mention that we get allowence too when we go out for tournaments..hehe..fun!..xD

and And! the one day trip where 5 to 6 tourist buses full with japanese students came to our school when I was in form 4 and form5! Each selected students get a japanese partner for that day and entertain them by interacting with them. Those were really fun time plus I got to know 2 cute japanese guy for that 2 years of the occasion =D

Ahhhh~ those were the days...

...and I always thought that i did not have any interesting moments in secondary school...

...I guess it was all covered by the memories of me always being alone in school..

I'm not a 'sad case' person after all..hehe

and I really do love and appreciate the last 2 years of my secondary school life.

P.S: To all my former classmates, I really hope that we could catch up one day soon. Really miss you all!

17-01-2010

Today passed as like any other ordinary day. People go grocery shopping as usual, eat their 3 meals a day as usual, nothing out of the blue but yet to me, today the 17th of January is a very special day indeed. Nostalgic day for me as i remember back my other years of this day....

Year 2010 will be a new start for me for so many different things in so many ways....

It beautiful to have found that someone to share my thoughts with yet...
It hurts to realise certain things..

With the 3 people whom I spend most/all of my years with have overlooked this beautiful day, my heart aches but its ok.

I promise myself that i will not cry today but i know i will break that promise....

Thank you for those who remembered this day....

I treasure every single moment with you in my heart

Perth!

This is what happens when you go to the beach during summer....

*Big Smiles*

->Don't miss me! i know you will

Lalalalalala~~~

Hey there,

Really sorry for the emo/weird post. I know it was quite random..hehe..well thats just me i guess. Anyway, took my second AS paper on Monday which was General Paper. It was fun , i must say. Basically coz' i could finish 2 long essays in 2 hours time and wrote it with enjoyment.hah! Another random blab.....i know.....

Just the other day, was walking with a friend of mine and he suddenly brought up a topic about mini skirts. He was saying he saw a girl wearing a super mini mini skirt that revealed like 3/4 of her thighs and i curtly replied saying " she was assless rite?" He was like "yea yea, she was quite thin". Well, too my own surprise i replied " well yeah, most who wears mini skirts are quite flat, i'm not saying all who wears mini skirts are thin and shapeless but its just because they do not have bumbs thats why they are able to wear super short ones." And to prove him right, for the rest of the few days, whenever we saw girls with mini skirts, we start criticising.....heh...it was kinda fun, i must say =D and yeah, most of the ones who wore mini skirts were thin.... I guess this is what you do when you're in the biggest college in Malaysia, look and criticise =D..heh..

Anyway, just another short entry of randomness.


Signing out from TARC CITC

*mUahKs *
;D

everything alright?

Sometimes i wonder...what is behind that smile...

Whenever i visit a friend's blog and there seem to be melancholy entries, i do somehow feel the silent cry's that they scream out. and whenever the melancholy entries seem to linger on in few many more entries, i feel for them but i do not know what to do nor how to console. Many times its the heart that longs to reach out but the mind that stops me from doing it. What will i say? How will I approach? What will he/she thinks if i suddenly ask? Even with my close friend, i find it hard to ask. Whenever I do meet them, and the smiles that they don upon their face, i tend to wonder are you really smiling or isit just a mask you're force to put up.

A friend once told me, its ok to say you are not ok ; its ok to cry ; its ok to feel hurt ; people notice when you're sad, your mouth may smile but your eyes do not.

I admire people who can still put up a smile when they are faced with many problems. Its either they smile their hurts off or they're just forced to smile.

I just recieved a shocking news about a friend. As shocking as it may seem to me, the people around me and i'm sure even shocking to this friend herself, she still manage to pull up a smile and cheery voice to greet me. My heart longs to know how you are exactly, how you feel, scared?confused? but me myself just couldn't cook up the courage to ask. Disappointed at myself. Consoling was never a strength of mine. All i can hope and do now is to pray that all will be well for you. My best wishes and a hug to you, all of you who are in pain and hurting. With love sincerely.

AS

15 October 2009

Friends move on, life goes on, new love comes by, new problems arise, old hurts never seem to die.

Hello blog,

Gosh, couldn't believe my last entry was during my last day of mid term exam and today is my 1st day of my AS A Lvl exam...

Many a times i've been wanting to update but words just don't seem to flow. Its usually an unfinished entry or a blank page.

Feeling slightly melancholy today. Maybe its because of the exam paper or maybe its the music that i'm listening to. I call those the emo songs, as much as they calms me down, listen to those music too much will ignite the melancholy feeling.

Today will be a short entry. My wishes to all who are going to take any major or minor exam. All the best.

Cheerios =)

Krispy Kreme!

Tea anyone? xD

Finally! I finished my midterm exam!!!! but not exactly relief that it is over coz there's still the results to recieve and have to work harder for the AS trials which will be around the corner. Time flies. >.< Anyway, after exam, went out with a college friend of mine to Time Square! Why Time Square? coz...



Yes!!! Krispy Kremes! Actually I never heard of this doughnut company before until this friend of mine who was soooooo....and i mean SOOooo excited that it finally open a branch in Malaysia that he wanted to go and buy since the first day it opened but didn't have the chance, so we went after the exam. They had quite a nice place to chill and eat and relax.

Sweet delights =D
can you see how much calories in there... @.@

They have 2 levels; level 1 is where they sell and make the doughnuts;
level 2, chill relax talk eat and enjoy. ^^

Basically we went to Time Square just to eat.haha...okla, put it in a nicer way, to treat ourselves, indulge in what we want. =D Which means, I finally got to eat my SUBWAY that i've been craving!!!!! I tell you, the first bite of my Subway was MMMmmmmmmm, trigerring all my taste budssssss.....yuummmmmmyyyy.....hehe..I forgot to take the picture of my subway...too occupied with savouring and enjoying the moment..xD...My friend didn't eat Subway though, coz' he was craving for something else, KFC...and we went KFC after my Subway...and no, i did not eat anything in KFC..xD

Ohhh! and and there was this chocolate event where the deputy prime minister was there to launch it. I think it was to promote chocolate especially Malaysian coco/chocolate. There was some cool chocolate artworks.

Chocolate castle! cool huh? =D

Masquerade...i like this....vintage-ish and mysterious

Some sort of anime character i think, this is more of the fine art, can't really see the details here =/

ZoOm Malaysia! xD


Man sculpture

But-ter-fly; its made purely chocolate like the rest that i've posted.
Looks real right?


Upclose

Last but not least............Mr.Bean!
This is for those Mr.Bean fans out there..hehe

After eating, and looking at the artworks, we didn't really had time to go walk around and shop... =( .....but i told myself, i must bring my girlfriends to shop together in Time Square one day, which i hope will be soon. =D