Giggles!!!

Sony Walkman W series

A beauty isn't it?

I was officially the proud owner of one of this babe on 11/1/10. How I came to have it, well it was an early birthday surprise from Kean Lee for my 19th birthday. I've kept this birthday present from everyone up till date. It never left hostel, actually it did, once. Kean Lee brought it home for one weekend. Anyway, he got to know that I liked this gadget coz' once when we went out, I was drooling over it when we visited one of the Sony Centre. To me, this is like the coolest invention ever! A wireless walkman!

I didn't expect him to buy it for me though. Which is why I said I was really surprised when he placed a big package infront of me 6 days before my birthday. I've been using it when I do my laundry, dishes and doing maths in hostel. Oh! and it also helps me to concentrate better in my studies when my room mate is watching chinese drama series on her laptop. She never uses headphones so the drama can get quite annoying and distracting.

When it first came out, I wanted to have it coz' it would really accompany me with my jogging. But since having it, I've never brought it out with me to jog. Anyway I haven't been jogging since my last run which was Standard Chartered KL marathon 2009. I'm hoping to pick up jogging again though after my A levels and hopefully able to rope Kean Lee into jogging too. He dislike exercising! Which is a big No NO for me.

I would recommend this for those who jogs or cycle especially as it is real convenient. Oh and housewifey too! Good company while doing housework alone! hehehe! One drawback is their 2GB capacity. How I wish they would come out with a version with bigger capacity.

-XoXo-

Its a Sunny sunny Day~

Rise and Shine people!

Its a bright and sunny day!

with the afternoon sun warming up the Earth!

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3 more days before April 2010 pass us by

Time is ticking and wasting away

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The pressure is on

exam is nearing

Everybody getting stressed up

We're gonna be evaluated.

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Life is always about making decision

everymove we make will be observed

every decision is critically analysed, disected, criticised

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What are we chasing after?

Money and Fame?

or

Happiness and Serenity?

....Just a random post...

Springing April~

Its raining heavily outside now..I'm currently stuck in the CITC (Communication IT Centre), can't seem to go anywhere got of the rain. So I'm here reading some blogs, reading wiki and updating.

I know I've been MIA-ing for quite some time. Been catching up on my studies. I've got a dateline to meet. I hope to update often though as I've got alot of things that I want to post but like I've said previously, I just ain't got the time.

Kean Lee parents took me out for dinner on Sunday. I didn't want to follow but his mom insisted. She was really nice. They took me out for dinner three times to date since last year. Kean Lee said his mom really likes me, whenever he gets into the car, the 1st or 2nd line is always asking bout' me. Mainly whether they need to takeaway dinner for me. Once, they purposely made a trip back to hostel to send me dinner even though they wanted to go out shopping after their dinner/ before sending Kean Lee back to hostel. I always insist that I didn't want dinner but I guess his mom is as persistent as me.

Anyway we ate Bak Kut Teh. YUMM!!! I've been craving for a proper yummy meal since my parents didn't came down last weekend to visit me. I really appreciated it when his mom insisted that I join them for dinner.

Note: His parents doesn't know bout' us yet.

Ahh~ I feel really really blessed.


*hearts*

4 Him

Recently I've been listening to their songs. Eventhought this album is not their latest album but I was able to purchase them and now I am just drawn to some of their songs. I guess these songs just spoke to me at this point of time as some songs spoke to me in the past..

I can't seem to elaborate much.

These are some of my fav. songs in this album.

The basics of life
For future generations
A strange way to save the world
Great Awakening
The voice of God

MooooWeeee!!

Ahh yess...about my ice skating plan that I mentioned in the previous post.

Well, after my trials, I did not get to ice skate (unfortunately). My dearest said that it would probably be a better decision if we were to go ice skating after our A levels as we will not be bogg down with the thoughts of having to finish our studies and the thought of exam is round the corner. I thought and I thought...and yeah, he is right, ice skating can wait. So my venting on going ice skating after trials was just a venting of thought after all.

However, we did went for movies! hehe..actually one movie only since after trials. We watched...

How to train your dragon.. Not in 3D..heh..

Since I read 2 movie review and both of the review said that it was worth watching and I thought why not since I needed a movie which offers a good laugh. But at the end of the movie, I thought it was ok nia. It was funny but it was a forgetable movie unlike Iron man which I can watch over and over again and still laugh at the same scene ( which seldom happen).

My advice before watching this movie, DO NOT watch the trailer! I repeat! DONOT watch the trailer or it'll just spoil the movie like how it did for me. And well, just buy a DVD and watch it at home. Not worth the money to watch in the cinema. Save the money for Iron Man 2 =D

Midnight ~

Headache!!!

Seriously, I'm having a headache now. Actually since just now before I went for youth. Anyway took a panadol, hope it'll go away soon coz' I've got so much to do.

And my laptop touch pad is PMS-ing on me again!

Honestly I was kinda heated up just before going for youth.

I do realise that my internal exams results have been not up to the standard, and I do realise that I've got one more month only before my external exam starts, and I do also realise that I've got alot to cover to be well prepared for my exams. But that doesn't mean that my daily activities are just study, eat and sleep!

.....These were what he said...

" I just don't understand why did you choose to go to an event when your exam is so near"

" You should know whether you should go to youth or stay back to study"

" why do you want to come back home? Can you study better at home or in hostel?"

"Life is not just about studies alone!"...

" and you are right! Life is not just about studies alone but knowing that time is not at your side, you should know what your priorities are! Some things are to be sacrificed"

" You must have a reason with everything that you decide to do"

Yes I do agree that some things we do, we must have a reason but some things we just do out of spontaneousity or we just want to do it.

Or in other words, just accept it that I'm unable to think as deeply as you do of why I do some things. My mind is just not develop that way/ capability of mature thinking is not as much as yours.

Haih.......

What did we learnt in youth today?

Is there anything that is impossible to forgive?

To me, as far as I can say there is nothing in this world that is impossible to be forgiven for. For time will heal all wounds. I did experience and wrap myself in hatred and grudge against someone and I thought that I will not be able to forgive that person for hurting me and caused me so much pain within but like I said, time and prayers heal all wounds. I learnt to let go and forgive and of course, move on.

I realise that holding on to that grudges and hatred will only eat me up from within and make me a bitter person. Thus letting go is best solution to free youself from the bitterness. And I must say, it is not as easy as it sound.


Happy forgiving =D


p.s : what was written above above was just my venting of my thoughts and emotions =)

Aloha~

Aww man! One week has passed and my scheduled post was not even posted!..ish...wonder where went wrong...hmmm..

I've got so many updates that i want to post up but I just ain't got the time. The whole of last week was study study study for me. Even yesterday which was a Friday, I spent the whole night till morning studying....

Haih...What to do, my trial results suck till the max.But I'm not giving up at all! Now I'm putting my full effort to finish studying all my topics for each and every subject that I'm taking. Hoping to finish everything before end of this month so that I can focus entirely on my past years and answering questions.

Let me just give you a brief idea on how much I've got to study.

Biology - 10 big chapters and I've only covered 5 so far.
Chemistry - 25 ( big and small chapters) and I've only covered 8 chapters.
Physics - 20 chapters and I've covered 17 chapters ( Thank Goodness!)
Mathematics - Applied Maths covered all
Pure Maths all except Differentiation & Integration topic (which is a big topic!)

I've didn't even break it down for you yet. I'll spare you guys on the details unless you really want to know what I've got to study.

I'm sure some would ask ' Why put in your full effort now when you've got one whole year of last year to put in your full effort' Well for that question, all I can say is that every student will have their downfall..I did not put in enough efford..thats why.....

Ahh well, this is what you get when you sign up for A levels. So peeps, think carefully before going into any course.


Cheerios

^^

Me no Stable...

Hi people!

I actually finished my trials on the 31st of March and I really did want to update asap, infact I wanted to update on Friday at least but on Friday, Bloggers gave me a hard time. I couldn't sign in! They said I had an error and for which a computer noob like me would not know what to do, so I just shut down my computer and hope that it'll work the next day and what do ya know, It worked!

So how was trials? It was face smacking, head bangingly TOUGH. Honestly I do not know what to say to people whenever they ask me about my studies. "Ok.. I'm tryinng my best to do well..pushing hard..." Always giving the same answer. And how much can people say? " Ah, don't worry, you'll do fine. ' I'm sure it'll be alright.''

Everyone need encouragements and even more at certain point of time. I certainly am one of those who needs encouragement and not being pushed or given the reverse phsycology game.

I know I have to study harder and smarter. I know time is not on my side knowing that my finals is in 5 weeks time. I know I have to put in 10 hours of studies if i have to. I know I need to be aggresive and take all the opportunity that i have. I know I must start taking initiatives. I know.......

What is the point of gaining everything in the world and loosing my own soul?

What is the point of focusing all your years in climbing the corporate world to become a CEO and end up looking back and realise that you did not do anything at all.

What is the point of pursueing your career and neglect your family. when you finally realise it, its too late.

Whats the point of studying so hard??? just to get that qualification to be able to get the scholarship? to be able to go to desired, top Universities?

I do not want to lose myself! Lose the one I love!

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Sometimes I just keep quiet is not because I got nothing to say. Some things I do not say because you are you.

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Tommorow is EASTER.

John 3 :16 - For God so love the world that He gave His only beloved son that whomsoever believe in Him will not perish and have eternal life.

I hate myself for forgetting Easter. I hate myself for being so absorbed into my studies and all I know is to study. I hate myself for neglecting Him...

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I do know that not everybody has the gift to encourage as the same to not everybody have that gift to console someone. I know I don't..

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Global Climate Meltdown!!!

Its SO FREAKING hot Hot HOTTT! back here in Kota Kemuning!!!

Those who do know me well,
I feel cold, chilled easily
and I mean Easily/ UBER sensitive cold receptors

Back in TARC hostel,
It rains(pouring rain) almost every single day there
In the late morning- afternoon, it does get super hot
BUT in the evening - night - next morning,
the temperature DO drop like crazy
I have to wear my sweater even without the fan on
and even my room floor gets cold!
I'm seriously not exaggerating

Anyway,
Since my source says it rains almost everyday back here in KK,
I thought the temperature would also drop at night

but NOO~
There is still the HOT and STUFFY feeling in the air
LUCKILY I have the luxury of air-con
If not, I think I would soak myself in the swimming pool to sleep...


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Who is to blame for this crazy temperature?
I don't remember Malaysia being this hot 5 years ago
Part of the migration of Malaysians to other countries is due to our country's overall temperature rise beside the 'other' factors

I do realise that
switching on the air- con everyday definately does not help reduce global warming
and Printing lots of photocopied notes/books! do not help save the trees

We ourselves cause this global warming
but we only know how to point fingers and blame
blame the authorities for not taking actions
blame for not educating public
blame ____ for burning rubbish in the open
blame ____ for ______________
Most of us know how to fill in the blanks

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I know this seems like its half hanging
I guess I'm just letting the heat affect me
...heh....

Food for thought then =)